Knights Lady - Rumblin' Knights, #3

LUCY
I've always held my own.  
I'm determined.
I'm happy.
I'm strong. 
Not right now, though. Right now I'm weak. 
Pathetic. 
Because I screwed up, I screwed up in a way I can't fix. 
I destroyed someone.
I stomped on a heart. 
I broke the one rule all women should live by. 
There is no coming back from it. 
Yet, I can't seem to find the strength to stop. 
Nicolai. That name. It ruins me. 
I tried to stay away. 
I fought so hard.
I knew what he was. Who he was. 
I knew what he had done. 
But I can't seem to stop. 
I try and forget how his hands felt against my skin. 
How his lips felt on mine.
How his body moved. God, his body.
I'm a terrible person. 
A terrible sister. 
But take me to hell, if you must, so long as he comes with me. 

DAMON
Get a girl, they say. 
Find a woman, Damon. 
Settle down. 
I have one thing to say to that. Women equal drama. 
You know it's true.
I don't have time for drama. 
Why can't I be different? Why do I have to follow the trend?
My story doesn't have to match theirs. Hell, when the time comes I'll find the right one.
Until then, I'll stick to friends. Yep. I can do friends. 
Lucy. She's my friend. My best friend, if I'm being honest. 
She's strong. 
She's determined. 
She kind of holds my pieces together. And I hers.
In the most non-romantic way I can think of. 
She has plenty of her own drama, she keeps us both busy.
She's like a sister. 
No, scratch that. 
Lucy, she's the kind of woman who could run a country.
Hold a family together.  
That's the kind of person she is. 
The lady of the house. 
Yep. 
That's our Lucy. 
Knights Lady.