Still His, Still Lost A Mother's Crossroads

Still His, Still Lost: A Mother's Crossroads is a raw, lyrical exploration of one woman's silent unraveling inside the walls of marriage, motherhood, and the expectations that bind them both.

From the outside, she is a devoted wife and loving mother. But behind the smiles and the sacrifices lies a woman quietly questioning everything—her identity, her worth, and the love she once believed would carry her through. With each passing chapter, the lines between loyalty and loss, hope and heartbreak, become harder to define.

Told in a series of intimate reflections, this creative nonfiction work gives voice to the unspoken truths many women carry: the ache of loving someone who no longer sees you, the guilt of wanting more, and the terrifying freedom in asking, what if I chose myself instead?

Set against the backdrop of Filipino culture where endurance is often mistaken for strength, this book invites readers into the emotional crossroads of a mother torn between staying and walking away. It speaks to every woman who has ever questioned whether survival is enough, and if choosing peace means abandoning love.

Heartfelt, brave, and deeply honest, Still His, Still Lost is not just a story of a marriage in crisis—it's a reclamation of voice, identity, and the right to choose truth over tradition.

For the women who stay too long. For the ones who leave too soon. For the mothers learning that strength doesn't always mean staying silent.